Ridiculous thought, he said, and now the weight of those chains are trying to hold onto my ankles- the once-before-obsessions now being the Obsessed- strange: they are no longer charming.
At times, a question tries to plague me- questions used to plague me all the time- but it dies halfway towards me or is pushed back before it even manages to radiate the emotion-feeding emanations- Now.
Sigh.. no, we don't have to take any of it seriously, my love. Your face is yet unformed, perhaps, unseen for now- but I am slowly retracing the steps to that place where I once drew your reflection- that of my own values- I have forgotten myself for a while and without knowing the weight of it- I have forgotten how I thought you ought to be.
No forgiveness, for here and now is my eternity. And I am happy to know that at this very moment. I am living an eternity in clarity.
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